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Tuesday, March 19, 2013


What does one think of when one hears the words spring break? Trips away? Sunny weather and flip-flops?

What is it like in reality? It's a week crammed with visits with friends, reading books for pleasure, watching movies, eating junk food, going to work as usual, writing a letter, drinking coffee, snowy weather keeping you indoors, and...spring cleaning.

There's something about taking a room, turning it upside down, sorting through everything, and putting it all back together sparkly-clean that makes me feel better. Even though it's tiring, I feel a sense of accomplishment, happy to check off one more thing off my to-do list. Rockin' out to Katharine McPhee, chatting with a tag-along little sister, creating little changes to my bedroom's appearance, getting rid of things, LOTS of things!, and imagining what you're going to do new to the wall.

And sorting through your personal belongings, it holds a sense of magic. The journal of 7-year-old Sam, the dozens upon dozens of letters from old friends, your old stuffed toy animals, the beautiful books, the movies, and the old scrapbooks...the memories.

So no, while it's not sunny outside, my room smells and looks shiny and bright inside. How's your spring break going?

Monday, March 18, 2013






You know those moments when you meet someone in your life who just completely turns your life around? Who makes you smile and laugh; who prays with you and reminds you to keep your head up and focus on God; the person who drives you absolutely bonkers-crazy but also loves you to death...the kind of a once in a life-time friendship.






It's like "Guh-lind-ah" and Elphaba say:
So much of me
Is made from what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have rewritten mine
By being my friend...
Because I knew you...I have been changed for good. 

The true kind of best friend changes you and I am proud to call Amy one of my best friends. The girl who would make the most dangerous kind of enemy because she literally knows every single one of my secrets, how I think, and how I will react. Dangerous, I'm telling ya! But with a friendship like this, it's all good, cuz so long as she loves me and I love her, we'll be changed for good. Happy "early" birthday, Ducky!

Saturday, March 16, 2013


You don't realize how painful following a dream can be til you meet the sacrifices you'll have to make. Then you doubt if its all worth it after all. I keep asking myself, is photography and God enough for me even if it means never getting married? And I won't lie, the thought makes me blue.


But what would be worse, in the long run? Doing what I love or sitting around doing what I hate, while waiting for a guy to come?



I'm done waiting and settling. I wasn't born to just settle for less. I was born to do the best I could do. Wasting my talents not only disrespects the very person I am, but it also disrespects the God that made me. And this time, I choose to respect myself, to respect my God. Here I go, world, come what may...even if it means 2 or 4 or even 6 more years of school, giving up my time and my other desires; even if it means remaining single til I'm middle-aged or never marrying at all. I am not settling for less. There is something greater in this world than meeting a guy. Being the person God created me to be, doing what I'm supposed to be doing....instead of sitting around, I want to "...bare the naked truth", "illuminate the past", and best of all, "record beauty and ugliness, poverty and grandeur."

Day 69: 
We are twinsies


Day 70: 
This. *heart*


Day 71:
Look who joined me at work!


Day 72: 
I am a Canon fan, yes. 


Day 73: 
Adding to my portfolio


Day 74: 
The things we do...


Day 75:
Yeah. 

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Midterms.

It's not quite so scary a word as FINALS.

But then, I was hardly affected by midterms this semester, which I must admit was loverly and perfectly fine with me!

But what are midterms like for a community college student? Well, and trust me you'll laugh...

I had two midterms. One for Geology and one for Photography. Photography's always the same...a mixture of True and False questions with some multiple choice thrown in, PLUS bonus questions. And my prof, being the prof he is, always puts the weirdest bonus questions. His absolute favorite? "What is the difference between a beemer and a bimmer?"

Geology was an in-class test, open-book/open-notes. Yeup. That's right. Booyah. I had 3 points taken off for not giving a more detailed definition of the lithosphere? (Seriously??? Geez louise.)

And that is midterms. :P I think my homework was much more difficult this past week. Writing several papers, researching for my big paper, rewriting thesis statements, and putting together work cited pages, etc. etc. All that boring stuff. And the kind of stuff where Sam goes crazy and scribbles in any random school notebook so that she doesn't forget some particular point she wants. I currently have notes for my big paper in three different notebooks. Hey, it's a system, and it works.

And now that I've completed my last class of the week, what does this mean? Something spectacular, I'm tellin ya! Something magical. Something wonderfuuul. 


SPRING BREAK!!!

Happy spring break to those of you whose school has spring break a week later than most schools, like mine.

Hallelujah!

Sunday, March 10, 2013


Day 61
Looking at old photos with Genny. Omw. Look how dorky we are. :P 

Day 62. 
Sunset

Day 63. 
My lil Juji & I

Day 64. 
Watching "Wreck-It Ralph" is serious business.

Day 65. 
One of the high points of family dinner...and being over 21. ;) Mmmm

Day 66. 
The dorks don't want their picture taken. Joy & Juji, movie buddies. D'aww. 

 Day 67. 
Me and my juji

Day 68. 
Procrastinating and not thinking about mid-terms or papers that need to be written


Friday, March 1, 2013


Day 54: She's HOME! Sooo happy. :P 


Day 55: Trying to drink lots of water to not get sick. It didn't work. 


Day 56: Ugh. Something not so fun shouldn't be so dang pretty. 


 Day 57: Weirdest movie of my life, but dang is Ewan McGregor and his voice cah-uuuuuuute. 


 Day 58: This is what desperate looks like...eating chocolate when you don't know how old it is.


Day 59: There it is! 


 Day 60: Jamie Delaine has a new blog look and a giveaway! Squee!