Sometimes, when you find that something you wish for can never be...when everything seems like disappointments...when you feel miserable...when you wish you had never had a passion...it just helps to stop thinking. To be "no one" for a little while. To disappear. As much as I would like it, I can never physically disappear. Sometimes, I can't even hide away and cry. Sometimes, I can't even cry. I hide myself in the music. Close my eyes. And disappear. And yes. It can be hard to come back to reality afterwards. But the music helps me. It doesn't take away all the hurt, all the disappointment. But it lifts me and helps me pick myself up again.
